Got a Long Distance call this evening and received a shocking news...

One of my dearest friends has past away today.. he killed himself becos of LOVE...

Love.. LOVE ... love... my heart was once broken.. i know how painful it can be..

but why suicide?? do we suicide becos we dont have the courage to face the coming days??

Where do people go after we die? will he be able to see what we are doing? we will be able to come back home after he is dead? (he went overseas) are there still thoughts for him? or this is it? just like the tv when we turn it off... it just becomes black.. no more thoughts.. nothing... ?

sigh.... hope you rest in peace my dearest friend.. James Mo 16.4.2010